Finally realized but is too late...

After thinking for few nights, Samuel realized that he gave a lot of pressure to Jocelyn. He realized that how he push things too hard for Jocelyn and it is unfair to her. He thought what he gave Jocelyn is care and love but instead of giving her care and love, he ended up giving her a lot of pressure. He even created the intimidation to Jocelyn and caused her avoiding him every time they met. He felt sorry so he doesn't wants to interrupt her life anymore. She should live happily and having great moments with her friends. Just because of Samuel's action, she went back to "sad land" again after she was there the time she broke up with her X. Until this extent, a drop of tear ran down from Samuel. The only thing on his mind is about "Why will he lead things to this occasion and hurt her?" He just wants Jocelyn to be happy even if she is not with him....

the moment where things get low and slow

After the incident, they are no longer close. They still meeting each other but the occasion is no longer the same.
They talk in a merely "strangers mode". Is like they never met each other. They are trying to avoid each other as much as they can. No more breakfast, lunch or even hanging out together. Anyhow, Samuel still wants her back so he still communicate with her (although their messages are short and brief) He felt curious and he wanted to know why things get that bad. Thus, he started to ask question like "why do you believe them instead believing me?" or question like "Do you love me" or "Do you have feelings towards me?" He get his answer but that is not a favorable answer. She told her that she could'n believe her cause almost everyone said the rumors are true. Samuel is depress and he started to think back what actually has he done to Jocelyn

The moment when they were close..

After times spending together, the bond between Jocelyn and Samuel built strongly. They are like couples, they just didn't tell each other about their feelings. As time flee, Samuel realize that it is a suitable moment for him to confess. However, before he confess, there is some incident happens. Some rumors was lead to Jocelyn and unfortunately, Jocelyn believed the rumors and her heart towards Samuel has become indecisive. She doesn't believe him and refuse to accept Samuel's confession. Samuel's heart has scattered into pieces and he could not place them back to the condition where they was complete. He was helpless and doesn't know what to do. He tried any ways to prove to her that he only loves her but things has changed and never recover well. She doesn't accept any explanation and declares that there is never a need for him to explain because no matter what happens , no matter the rumors are true or not, she will never be with him. Now, there are no longer broken pieces, but only fragment parts left for Samuel...

This is where Samuel falls for Jocelyn

After getting Jocelyn's number, Samuel aware that Jocelyn was in a hard time by the moment. She was just broke up with her x which the break was due to certain reasons. She was terribly sad and Samuel accompany her the whole time. This ended up in a way that Samuel's heart of love reshaped. Samuel had experienced coupling for three times. The first time was in his primary school life. This may sound incredible but this is true and he and his girlfriend Katherine were together for five years until Katherine's dad stopped them and kept them apart. The second time Samuel couple was during high school. Her name is Claire. They were sweet at first but their relationship only stands for 1 month as Samuel found that he was cheated by Claire who coupled with him just for the purpose to go near his friend, Nathan. Last but not least, is the third relationship Samuel went through. He cant barely remember her name. It was a rapid relationship. It ended in a week and this is due to the eager of sex demanded from the girl. And now, Samuel hopes to get his fourth experience , which is to be with Jocelyn  

All these starts with...

This is a story of a young college student, Samuel that takes IBM as his major
And he met this girl in his degree life...
She comes after the name of Jocelyn
They met by the second day of class
He saw Jocelyn was looking at her notes , he took his first ever approach and talks to her.
Jocelyn replied with a shy tone as she doesn't know Samuel at all.
However, they talked for a few minutes before the class started and that's the first approach made by both of them.
After meeting her for a few times , he found some interest from her so he decided to ask for her number
As a result, Jocelyn gave Samuel her number and that's where the story began....